Not Again

as usual monday is really not a good day, a fucked up day. a day in the office machiam like shit. army is really see by ranks and the power of ur bootlicking, sometimes really cant stand the system.. seriously i understand why so many people cant bear the stress and just go commit suicide and do stupid things like taking 1 sar 21 walking around orchard already. dont wish to tok so much abt that stupid thing again.. really ish boiling.. really ish damm stupid.:(

then lots of stuff to do and recalculate which makes me very fed up becuz i only like to do thing once and not doing again and again cuz its just simply wasting of my time and holding off for me to do other useful things and things that i shall need to be complete.

came home.. more bad news.. this friday dinner at 412 restaurant, everyone must attend wan, then this year very special, my mother told me that all my cousin are bringing their GF and BF~ i know it sounds so cool becuz ALL my cousin are ATTACHED already~ nothing to shocked cuz there are 8 females and 2 males cousin only.. so if i not wrong its left me alone SINGLE so friday nite i will get to start to answer people like “WHERE IS YOUR GF AH HAO HAO” , “I THOT U GOT GF WAN UR FB SO MANY GIRLS” , “WA HOW COME U STILL SINGLE DE” . standard and im preparing to answer back them with 3 days left for me to think of a solution. but i think.. go hire 1 escort would be a good choice

goodnite nabeh phua chee bye.

a picture speaks a thousand words.

Dots.

Weekend are ending soon again! and thats so fast! wow~ nabeh wan tml gonna go back unit again.. its just feel so disgusted going back there~ but who dont feel disgusted except those regulars.. really feel so demoralise by it..

didnt do much today too~ just meet father for lunch and some durians then home, later go play some soccer and home to rest and sleep and prepare for tml~ thinking of tml really ish down down down down down!!!

back to the happier side.. went to st james with chio bus on a saturday nite, and i was cheated cuz 1 chio bu told me that she wear low cut muz need me go fetch her cuz her long kang cannot anyhow give ppl see then in the end kena cheated cuz no long kang spotted plus flat flat de nth to see wan

me with ken and my dearest girl vernette nette and the chio bu that cheated my feeling.

all the lovely pretty girls~

finger licking good back of her~ lick lick lick

wonder when can we have the fun and excitment again ~~ pii piiiii~

Won’t Go Home Without You

Of all the things I felt but never really showed
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go (oh-oh-oh)

It’s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won’t go home without you (oh-oh-oh-oh).

The best part i like about this song. was so cool~ and today slept til 4:31pm ! but the feeling is like still not enough for me lol.. at least these 2 days will be at home resting much because next week will be a damm whole week for me! and 7 8 9 will have alot of things to do so i cannot take any mc too!

still been hooked by 宫心计 and once started watch really ish cannot stop de~ the show ish just so damm nice! 值得排队 show of 2009 sia.. better then medicork cork dramas.. and tonite just stay at home to continue the dramas and tml confirm meeting my dad after he aeroplane me on friday lol.

no matter how boring life is.. it still need to go on.. we have no choice.

WORLD CUP DRAW !

World Cup Groups

GRP A:

South Africa
Mexico
Uruguay
France

GRP B:

Argentina
Nigeria
South Korea
Greece

GRP C:

England
United States
Algeria
Slovenia

GRP D:

Germany
Australia
Serbia
Ghana

GRP E:

Netherlands
Denmark
Japan
Cameroon

GRP F:

Italy
Paraguay
New Zealand
Slovakia

GRP G:

Brazil
North Korea
Ivory Coast
Portugal

GRP H:

Spain
Switzerland
Honduras
Chile

_______________

HUAT AH WORLD CUP IN 189 DAYS MORE !!!

It will soon be over

Suddenly this song pop up in my mind and since i got the feeling of blogging because tml ish half day cohesion again~ shiok.. but go watch the stupid movie ninja assassin and someone today me to sing rain rain go away and i still so stupid reply her that i dont wan tml to rain! so self pwned

but tml will be so packed~ go for cohesion then finish le need rush to ICA make passport then meet father after do passport then meet alan to take my sim card after meeting my dad and i confirm saturday i confirm need a good good rest because this week i havent got a good rest til~

sometimes life is really unpredictable.. 人算不如天算，never say never.. never say ever because in life there is no forever. just like wat i said before.. there is an ending to every movie.. be it a good or sad ending.. a new ending will be another new beginning for the life..

the end.

INSOMNIA

si bei jia lat~! every nite also cannot sleep. donno is it the stress i will face the next day makes me cant sleep properly at nite! turn here turn there from 1am turn til now still cannot sleep. du lan wake up donno wat to do. si bei jia lat si bei jia lat ah~~~

Lucky this week is a short week, thursday will have a half day off! swee~ so i still got 1 and half day more of nightmare to go and its weekends again! yummy yummy~

Thurs afternoon plan its to fetch my bb wan wan go hotel 1st and put her things then go and visit my aunt and sitex~ then rest abit then at nite go my bbww birthday with small head ling~then maybe a supper with my frens~

Friday is SURE to meet my dad cuz i haven seen him for 2 damm weeks! then should be is meet candy and go but the birthday pressie for that lil pervert xavier 1 year old birthday which falls on tis sunday! omg~ november is a birthday month!

Saturday is my cousin ROM! really is damage gao gao in my wallet~! then no plan for nite~ donno small head ling allows me to go st james with them at nite anot

Sunday go to the lil pervert birthday and the week will end with FATIQUE!

then a new month awaitings… and looking forward to my 22

life still sucks wth 659 left to go~

30 More

Damm lucky today no activation~ but becuz i scare i couldnt wake up so i set alarm at 10am to stand by ! til ard 1 when i found out that everything is safe.. then i go back and sleep.. and a stay home saturday yesterday. tml gonna go see my aunt and monday and another week of torture awaits me! good thing is friday is a holiday~!

so fast 30 more days will be my 22nd birthday already` so happy~ but older liao.. the older we gets.. the more responsibility we bear. the more thing people expect from us

this year birthday also donno wat to do~ think save up the praty $$$ and buy 1 itouch since i wants it so much! and of cuz a DIY pc system in my biggest wishlist too . hmm other then this 2 things i dont have much le! to buy a car is not a wish now! its a dream and lots of hardwork to pursuit it !

660 days of depressed mode again~ can time just pass faster?

group photo taken that night~ 唱片大卖！

NO!!!

HOPE FOR NO ACTIVATION LATER !

elmo time

爱过的人 错过的魂
曾经拥有 就是永恒
每一个爱你的人
都是珍贵的缘份
打开你心中的门
让爱落地生根

 

Again..

Monday tml again~ can the week end faster~ the weekend just seems so not enough for me.. end end end…last friday nite was so fun, happening and laughters only.. another dreadful week awaits me…

i need to post the 唱片大卖 celebration when im free!

to my dearest cutest prettiest baobei wan wan..
dont so sad and disappointed liao ok~ if u feel sad i dont mind accompany u go shopping wan but buy me LV ok?

cheer up k

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我不知道我不明了
我重视你有多重要
我不知道我不明了
失去你我是否会过的好
………………..

Emo Times.

渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还
傻 刺猬的坚强全都是假象

tml ish sure a emo blue blue tuesday…

hope to end tuesday soon!

Discreet

tml is start of monday blues again. this week was quite a good week~ hope to survive thru this week too and looking towards friday for the blonded girl big 21~ i think i shall name her blonde blonde already~ nice name for her.

and just now meet up with small head ling~ she still very cute head still very small eyebag still very dark~ a short catch up with her and more to come this friday!

alot to say but again i forgot wat to say~ november will be a damm budget month for me already, so many frens birthday.. plus my cousin ROM on 28th~ really is damaged big for this month

ok time to sleep! let me showoff my wallpaper for november!

下雨天

1st day of yet another new unit.. life there is much more relaxing and more fun, people were easy going and time of cu passed faster and it end with a rainy day.. its such a emo day to be in a rainy day walking towards the bus stop and taking the bus home looking out of the window just feel so emo…

2 days of leave.. hope my father will get to use the car tml so he can drive here bring me go makan makan and do my passport. and have another rest for the next 2 days~ and this month no more leave only 1 holiday which is the hari raya on a friday! shiok~

roses are red, violets are blue,
honey is sweet,
but not as sweet as you.
true beauty lies,
in the eyes and the heart.
for i love you for who you are,
and not the portray images.

and damm it i watched JENNIFER’S BODY just now! MEGAN FOXY was so OMGWTFBBQ de sexy..
and it seems like a damm comedy rather then horror because alot of joking parts.
i feel like watching it again for the X10000 times.

hopefully for the next 2 days a good good rest again

goodnite world.

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Monday Black

haiz so fast weekend has ended… of cuz with fun and excitment! but so fast is monday again.. lucky tue and wed im having off so this week is still bearable! hope for another week to end it faster ah~ weekend faster come ah~~

and btw in my previous post i forget to add another 1 into the pic..

i forget to add my tis precious pretty cutie bbww.. cuz she say me why her pic is not in my blog so i think its very important that she appear in my blog cuz my tis bbww is a very nice girl.. she yesterday still come msn find me and ask me yoyo care to chat cuz she is boring nth to do so i thumb ups for her ok la she actually is a very nice and good girl~

tuesday go do passport~

i still wan to watch love happens and jennifer’s body~! if not tue i alone go cinema watch already =(

明天会更好

DAMM MY STINKNET WIRELESS

Suddenly lots of nice movies out!

-Love Happens (Damm i want to watch this movie because got Jennifer Aniston~ But til date no 1 is keen or interested in this nice romantic love story so ya so just wait for dvd and buy it.. i just love the quote so much… ‘Love happens when you least expect it’ expect the unexpected?

-Jennifer’s Body. Its been so strange that no 1 is interested in this foxy foxy movie! donno why.. to see foxy in action is every men’s dream haha.. at least to me

-2012. The most anticipating movie of the year after transformer 2! no doubt it will be the movie that i will watch at least twice? it will surely be the best movie of the year.. waiting for it eagerly!!

-Wind & Cloud 2. Support this cuz im a Wind & Cloud lover~ but not those addicts that think they will fly after watching the movie or comics.

it just seems to have so many nice movies but just seems that im destined to go and watch alone or buy DVD.

Im so tired~ 2 years of life really aint easy.. lucky good news is im posted to a nearer camp BUT next year i will be very busy with army stuffs and im required to stay in afterwards~~ so its like a good and bad news to me so im having mixed feeling now

Alot of people live with regrets in them, things that we took for granted, then regret and after then we learn how to cherish, but when u tried to cherish it.. 99% would just be unsuccessful and there is no turning back. I dont wanna have much more regrets in life, there are already too many regrets that i had before..

i just hope that 明天会更好

and i miss my lovely bunch of frens~ how i wish we were still studying..

if trying to understand a girl’s heart was as easy as learn ABC, as simple as 123

Just Pure Luck~

New unit was not that good, dont wanna say out the where the unit is if not will get sued for blogging about army stuffs and the penalty is quite serious wan so cannot play play with it. donno why maybe its just couldnt get well with people over there, maybe still need time as i was just posted there and totally no one to talk to whole day for the past few days + the journey is so far damm long and taking cab back during peak hour cost me $24 at least and if tis still goes on i think i might as well go buy 1 BMW liao~

just hope tomorrow gonna be a better day, better hope from the officer and better people out there
if not it just feel so depressing working there and  really dont have any mood of doing anything.
lucky tomorrow is friday..
i will try to accommodate the people there
im left with no choice
life still goes on…

if life could end so easily…

对彼此坦白 我们真的失败
背叛不是因为 就算承诺不再
新欢成了旧爱
爱的没了姿态 我会释怀
让世界把一切都冲淡

BAD DAY !

a mtv just to summarise my day.. been so long since i got this feeling for the whole damm day !

给你

2 days leave seems like so fast going to end and i just hope monday dont arrive so soon! also didnt do much things for these 2 days just go meet father have lunch talk talk with him then home then watch my 意难忘.. the show which i catch for nearly 3 years plus.. and today is the finale liao.. super touching and sad ending.. and after the ending i realise something..

how many people can find someone who they love and yet the person to scarifice so willingly just for the sake of someone they love. and the show just teaches me alot of things in life and about life and about how humans do things because of greed. enough of the 852 epsidoe shows.. i will damm miss that show!!

life is just full of suprise here and there and the more we least expect.. it came out and the more we expect and hoping for it it will just pass by other back with us not noticing about anything it. i guess thats life and thats what our purpose to live and to search for the things we want in life.

i think i wan to buy an itouch. but i need to sell my creative zen xfi 2 out and my nano first so i could buy the itouch. so itouch will be my biggest hoot of the year liao and i want to aim it before my birthday hehe~

if everyone have to put their resposibilites into mine, then whose gonna bear my responsibilites?

爱是没道歉的，如果爱需要道歉，那就不是爱了。。。

What About Now..

A very good 3 days break and tml will be the last day and off to army again. tired for the 5 days, rest for 2 days and the days just seems so not enough for me, just not like last time when i can get endless of sleep as i wish or i could choose my timing. but nevertheless i slept from 10pm on friday night til saturday 11am~ so cool man~ but im still tired donno why.

Yesterday afternoon still went to meet my father, cuz last week was too tired to meet him and we went to have lunch but due to the ulcer inside my mouth i still got not much of appetite to eat and so never get to eat that much and went walking around chinatown to buy some chinese kueh and egg tarts home~ durian session is a must everytime

Evening went to grandmother house for some gathering but alot of members went missing cuz all the cousins were busy dating so no time to drop by and have a meal only the singles wan went there, as usual the old people will play mahjong and i am busy playing with my small cute little cousins~!

then at nite go parkway play pool~ i think my skill is getting better and better so shiok~ next week i plan to have some games of bowling~ so healthy and fun and tml will go for some swimming and tanning cuz suddenly i found that i become very white white le. and of cuz tml will still got lots of things to do again. hope for a better tml

and the batam trip has been confirm~ and taiwan trip awaiting us after that. hope not much money problem for me ever please.

im not god, i cant bear everyone responsibility. im human, i need a break too. dont put ur problem into my problem. we learned from the mistakes, not to repeat the mistakes again.

oh i find that she very chio leh~!

Rumba Rumba

these few days were still good starting to enjoy my vocation inside the unit and life’s quite good over there and only thing i dont like is the journey to go there but no choice also have to do the same routine for the rest of the 2 years inside. camp mates were good and fun, officer were not strict but dont violate the rules inside and we will have a happy life inside.

people who detest someone tends to destroy that one. how true is that in life? or rather if the person detest another, he/she will do everything and try all limits to destroy the good images that the parties produce in front of everyone. so now everything will be tarnish and drowned to the drain? there is no chance of explaining and must framed til the end of the life.

Sometimes, love happens when you least expect it. A very nice quote from the new upcoming movie. i prefer romances  then prevarication. i guess those lies or rather misleading speeches are useless towards me ever again and i think that facing reality is more important then hiding inside the own world and enjoying the virtual world inside myself.

but who am i to judge u, for the things u say and do

我很想爱他

我很想爱他 但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧 免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他 但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗 注能给我一个好回答

Wedding Bliss…

few pics i got from ben wedding day~ before start i muz congrats the 2 newly couple have a blissful and happy way to go

still awaits for more pics to be sent to me so i can blog more of the pics here

obviously this is 1 of the rounds to start off before we could break the door in
and damm that wasabi for the morning hehe.

final output of me after getting the bride~ sweat like free flow and wet like no tomorrow~!

this glass is the most ultimate drink of the nite.
Red wine + Tiger beer + chili sauce + green chili + red chili = super duper good~!

and i lao sai the next morning

all the brothers face were red red~ and my tummy is big big and we keep drink drink drink finally everything drank finish by us~

lastly a group photos of some of us. those frens those brothers and sisters and of cuz the cute + naughty xavier~

eagerly waiting for more pics to be sent to me!

side track abit…

i think a piece of mouth and ruin a person everything, especially when a person starts to dislike u and there everything bad about u will be spread around like how H1N1 spreads and its 100% confirm deadly certified.

in this world.. 人不为己天诛地灭 which also mean that every man live for himself/herself. in life people tends to overlook their own things as the main piority and neglects the surrounding enviornment.

i got no money now very jialat jialat jin jialat~!

received a couples of photos but gonna blog some other day already bye bye

The Moment

Lots to updates for the past 3 days~ damm sexciting and i think will be back to updates all when i got the photos and when im free.. it’s so boring.. tml monday blues..

In life.. its hard to accept decision and its also hard to make a decision.

some people talk about rules, and some morals.

we can make mistakes, but not repeating them again

Sensual Seduction

yesterday i fast for 24hours~! imagine 24hours without foods and drinks!! only a little sip of plain water only kan nin na then do the scope liao no mood to eat anything liao til today just eat 1 plate of duck rice~ the famous duck rice frm south bouna vista road there si bei shiok~!

later gonna attend bachelor nite~ so shiok 1st time attending this type of party hehe, then tml im the 1st time to be the the brothers of the groom like very sexciting and tml dinner at orchid country club and maybe staying over a night at the club there and be back on sunday hehe~

ok its time to go out liao bye bye

oh man i miss this stupid world cutest dog dog~~!!

Happy Birthday to the special girl in my heart

OVERJOYED!

damm im so hungry now but i cant eat anything now~ and only soup and porridge til 6pm and im gonna stop all meals and drink the stupid oral fleets!!! then thursday go do scope~ wee wee~~

and today i received an unexpected sms by someone whom i dont expect but hoping for~ though its just a few sms and a few minutes of phone call but im very contented already hehe~ the voice is still as sweet as ever~ and really just happy for that few minutes~ hope tml will be a better wan

its not easy to be a good guy.

split on a random day and bye

Forbidden Vergence

oh blog oh blog i am back~ and im so so sleepy now~ lots of update now.. this week gonna be a bad week + long mc week cuz going day surgery on thursday so on wednesday i could get a day off and friday should be mc again due to the surgery. hope everything will be fine especially my poor gastric always keep give me problems wan non stop

and not bad i have been sleeping b4 1 everyday and need to wake up at 0555 and prepare to go to my camp which is at ayer rajah and thats damm far but no choice die die 2 years have to serve finish wan. army is like that we have no choice and hope to get my unit asap so i can start to plan for my part time degree course when inside army.. hmm…

now have to cut down on night life and going less of those night spot but seriously my eyes will auto switch off when it clocks 1am so doesnt matter where and when cuz everyday i will be so damm tired donno why think the body clock already switch back to normal human being timing liao lol.im so tired every night~

in life we may not have many frens but wat we need in life is true and good frens.. just a few will do

its very true.

and i got a flu now!

730!

goin in in less then 4 hours time! bye bye!
starting to count down the holy 730~
and the days goes on and on…

回味

guess wont be listening to tis song anymore.. it’s an emotional nite.. it will soon be over and gonna stop all the fun. another full stop of my life. so many come and go many that i had witness and its all the sadness that is the final episode. its the final 4 days and off i go and off u fly although u wont be seeing tis but all the happy memories will always remain within my heart.

我可以一杯接着一杯
只为了你想要喝醉
在你迷蒙眼神里 彷佛才有我的美
我可以一杯接着一杯
只要你留在我身边
就当做是一时气氛美
也足够我反复的回味

lets not forget each other and im sure we wont forget each other
lets just enjoy the remaining days

Fragile

A very nice old japan song… cant remember its 7 or 8 years ago song but suddenly played back and not bad quite nice. nice tune and nice voice. can listen listen cuz its very nice

today is 09/09/2009~ a very holy day for those couples who are getting married in this so holy day. im not bad too cuz i will be meeting my dearest xiao bai bai aka tan kah ying aka joyful tan aka pinkish straberry. and other than her.. of cuz got my cute small head ling aka tan ai ling aka xiao tou ling aka panda eye and lim qian ru. we are going to celebrate my pre enlistment celebration in advance and hope tonite will be a joyous nite for us

today went back to my father place and we had a dinner with all my cousins and they are very good to me and of cuz lots of fun and laughter for the whole evening there and playing with 2 dogs and they makes me think of my little princess so much much ! hope they will organize more of the dinner outings and im sure i will be the first one to be there. im happy tonite becuz i can see love and care from the relatives

i wan to go and swim tml~