Its February!!!

February is a sexciting month!

9/2, 15/2, 22/2

9/2 is the most anticipating date already.. god please give me a good choice ok!

A hint to me received and i shall accomplish the hint

15/2

just gonna have fun without any disturbances!

22/2

Appointment set for us.

And than 10/3 is the next date i am looking forward to it already…

A picture of me and 大美女 before we go for our dinner at canopy..
seems that she is quite my lucky star

no picture of foods because too dark~ But food there is quite nice and a good place for chilled out after dinner for a chat with her..

And it seems that no matter what happens, she is the one that i always fall for only.

I miss you.

4 Years!

Didn’t know time past so fast..

It’s been more than 4 years since the prettiest pair of eyes which captured my heart,

And til today I can still feel that I am falling deep in love with that pair of eyes who never fails to make my heart beat fast whenever i sees it.

I know she’s the one when i first saw her and i know she’s the only one who i really want in my life.

And the her will never be replace with another her.

She’s unique
She’s awesome
She’s attractive
She’s beautiful
She’s the one and only one

who makes me understand what is <3

Goodnight.

Just For You =)

Smiles always even when the hardest day caught you up.

‘Don’t let one cloud obliterate the whole sky’

Cheer up up up to the beautiful sky~

I can always be the toilet bowl for you if you wanna dump all shitty things onto me when you encounter shit on a shitty day

Last but not least,

‘Tough time never last, but tough people do’

Cheer up and i have confidence you can overcome any problems you face in life because you are a strong girl who never admit defeat easily and bow to any problems you faced.

XOXO

=)

被你喜欢了过后，很难再能找到一个比你还喜欢我的人了。。。。。

Hope you share the same sentiments too…

To make you feel my love

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no – one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven’t made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I’ve known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I’d go hungry
I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling
Down the avenue
Know there’s nothing
That I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love, To make you feel my love

A Penny For Your Thought.

I don understand why some girls are so bu yao lian !

Seriously.

Women Logic

Women Logic !

“Yes” = No

“No” = Yes

“Maybe” = No

“I’m sorry” = You’ll be sorry

“We need” = I want

“It’s your decision” = The correct decision should be obvious by now

“Do what you want” = You’ll pay for this later

“We need to talk” = I need to complain

“Sure go ahead” = I don’t want you to

“I’m not upset” = Of course I’m upset, you moron!

“You’re so manly” = You need a shave and you sweat a lot

“Be romantic, turn out the lights” = I have flabby thighs

“This kitchen is so inconvenient” = I want a new house

“I want new curtains” = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper

“I heard a noise” = I noticed you were almost asleep

“Do you love me?” = I’m going to ask for something expensive

“How much do you love me?” = I did something today you’re going to hate

“I’ll be ready in a minute” = Just going to wash my hair

“You have to learn to communicate” = Just agree with me

“Are you listening to me!?” = Too late, you’re dead

Just for Laugh hehe!

5983 miles apart

Long distance relationship..

sometimes seems sweeter than having each other side by side everyday…

i kind of like those love where you will depart with someone you love for a few days or a week or so than when she arrives back,
there will be lots of hugs and misses..

Yes the kind of girl i love is a stewardess, a girl who puts passion in her work and someone who always complain about how tired and dreadful she was going to work but yet enjoy her work to the fullest..

and as i watch the video, only she appears in my mind.. which occupies the whole of my mind only.

I just want to let people know that..

til now she’s still the one i love and think of everyday

despite being separated with her frequently.

Good day good bye~!

Dragon for 2012

Dragon – 辰
Born in 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988 and 2000

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Rooster
Compatible Animal Signs – Dragon, Rat and Monkey
Conflict Animal Sign – Dog

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Dragon is that he/she is powerful, intelligent, knowledgeable, sharp, meticulous, a leader, independent, ambitious, adventurous, and a practical person. A very powerful Character that has great potential of fortune and success, often outshining others easily.

As the Dragon will conflict with “Tai Sui” (太岁) in 2011, there is a need to pray to “Tai Sui” (太岁) for health and good fortune, and also to be safe by avoiding misfortunes. There are more “Disastrous Stars” (凶星) than “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year. Career and business wise will be quite rough this year, it is best to avoid interfering into others’ affairs or problems. Your Personal and Career luck will fluctuate a lot this year and affecting the way you think and react to situations around you. Stay focused on your own career or business development and everything will be fine. Take note of the details when signing any contracts or official documents. Also try your best not to be involved in any mediation for others’ problems; staying out of it will be good for you

Thus, do stay in low profile or you will invite lots of “Xiao Ren” (小人) who will plot against you. For this year, it is advisable that you take a step back and look thoroughly before you make your move. Calm yourself down and exercise your Intelligence and Power to come up with Win Win Solutions to turn the situation from unfavourable to favourable. If possible, try to avoid big investments or businesses because you will not have big gains in terms of profits for this year. Also avoid becoming a guarantor and be careful when dealing with financial issues, especially signing of documents.

Love Life for this year is not too smooth, you also have to settle certain family related issues and the best way to resolve it will be sitting down with them and talk things out calmly.

Health is not good, be careful as you will be more prone to be injured in minor accidents, thus keep an extra lookout when you are operating machineries, driving or crossing the road. Do not speed or drive rashly. Take extra caution when handling sharp objects

1940
Poor Health and accident prone. Do not eat excessively and choose more healthy food
1952
Control your temper to avoid hurting your beloved ones. Take care of Health
1964
Accident prone and be careful when handling sharp objects. Stay low profile
1976
Accident prone. Career not smooth. Think before speech to avoid hurting others
1988
Emotional fluctuation and more quarrels. Career changes/unstable. Stay calm and focused

Rabbit for 2012

Rabbit – 卯
Born in 1927, 1939, 1951, 1963, 1975, 1987 and 1999

Best Compatible Animal Signs – Dog
Compatible Animal Signs – Rabbit, Pig and Goat
Conflict Animal Sign – Rooster

The basic character of a person born in the year of the Rabbit is that he/she is very sensitive, gentle, optimistic, meticulous and alert. He/she is also a joyous person who enjoys the peace and serenity in life. A kind hearted person, who is well liked by many people and able to gain never ending assistance throughout the whole life.

This person will be a natural good leader because of the capability to gain respect from others instead of demanding for it. However, being too over sensitive will lead to insecurity, lack of confidence and suspiciousness of others. Try to be more relaxed whenever possible and try not to be stressed up by over sensitive reactions.

This will be a relatively good year for you as compared to last year. There are many “Lucky Stars” (吉星) surrounding you this year. You might have a chance to experience new challenges this year and you have the “Benefactors” (贵人) that will go head on to solve the problems one by one and help you to clear your path. However, you have to listen to their advices and try not to be too hard headed. Being too stubborn all the time will lead you nowhere except trouble.

For Love Life, if you are still single, your opportunity has come and you will most likely meet your loved one, if you have not got married last year, do not let this opportunity slips away. However for those who are already married, you have to be wary of the “Tao Hua Star” (桃花). Do take note not to be too involved in entertainment or after office hour activities with the opposite sex or it will affect your family life.

Please note that you must take very good care of your health this year, especially for those who are already under medication. Do remember to take your medication on time and go for your medical checkups without fail. Avoid over exerting yourself, excessive alcohol and night life, it will not do you good. Find time to rest and relax with your family and loved ones, take a short trip or learn meditation, it will be good for enhancing your physical and mental health.

1939
Poor Health. Do not eat excessively and choose more healthy food
1951
Control your emotions to avoid hurting your beloved ones. Don’t over spend
1963
Career/business luck is good, beware of Tao Hua (桃花) and excessive drinking
1975
Career/business luck is good, build up networking. Take care of Health
1987
Auspicious career/business luck, beware of Tao Hua (桃花). Work hard and be rewarded

So looking forward to 9/2/2012 and 15/2/2012

and of cause 14/2/2012 <3

Momentum~

As quote from dictionary.com

“force or speed of movement; impetus, as of a physical object or course of events: The car gained momentum going downhill. Her career lost momentum after two unsuccessful films.”

Love is like a violin, the momentum of the music might stops halfway, but the string always remain intact in the violin.

The momentum may stops as the journey goes, but the feeling in the heart didn’t stop, there will always be a miracle someday somehow somewhat.

Someday i knew..

there will be a miracle.

Can someone wake me up from my dream
A long long sweet dream
Can someone ask me to face the reality
A long harsh true
Can someone teach me how to walk down the road
A long long road
Can someone teach me how to forget everything
when it’s all pinned into my heart already

Can someone just tell me

how to love a girl well…

I lost someone who meant so much to me

I feel very painful…

Deep deep cut in the heart

Can someone be there for me right now?

I do not know where should i walk this time..

I feel weak and tired

I feel i lost everything

I feel that she meant more than the earth to me

I feel she is the one for me

But in the end

Even fairytale has an ending,

just too bad mine was a sad sad sad story….

If my love were to give you, it will be more than just a thousand years…

It will rain

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
my eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain,rain,rain…

if you were to walk away, there will only be rain,rain,rain in my life.

Quiz!

saw this on min min blog and went to try to do the quiz.. Is it true? Haha!
I’m number 8 – The Challenger

Results as below..

You’re brave, impulsive, and gutsy – loving challenges.
You act first and think later. And you’re not afraid to speak up.

You are confident, so much so that you can be a bit bossy at times.
Whether people like it or not, you always stand up for yourself.

At Your Best: You are heroic, courageous, and ready to change the rules of the world. A true leader and inspiration.

At Your Worst: You intimidate, fight, or threaten to get your way. And you won’t back down.

Your Fixation: Lust

Your Primary Fear: Being harmed or controlled

Your Primary Desire: To be independent and self sufficient

Is it true??? Anyone knows me can provide me the answer?

I really hope the waiting will turn to be a positive one.. please give me positive answer god!

Not feeling well today the whole day but with a special companion i’m feeling so much better now, if only she was still beside me.. than that will be so great.

Goodnight and a long day tomorrow, and i miss you so much, so so much.

I want to…..

go back to those days where we were so happy,
everyday seems a heaven for me,
even when the rain is falling, i could feel that you are the shelter for me,
we laughed, joked, cried, quarreled,
but everytime it turns well for us
even when we have to go through the darkest day,
we knew that the sun will shine again.
We made a pat, we will never leave each other,
we swear to each other that we won’t leave each other life,
all the sweet moments, all the happy moments,
makes me smile to myself in a blank,
thinking back all those, only make me wanna go back to the past,
back to the happy us,
no matter what we face in the future,
you are already a figure that is locked in my heart,
where no 1 will have the key to unlock you out from me…
You are already a half in my body,
a part in my heart,
a plan in my future,
a girl who can only makes me do everything for you,
a girl who are irreplaceable anymore
and a girl who i know that i could never ever find in this universe anymore.

For all i wrote, i wrote it from my heart. What the heart told me and i hope that the sun will shine one day and the love will always remains there.

With you my heart will always stay.
With you my thoughts will be every day.
You remain to be the one that I regret letting get away.
Why didn’t I say when I needed to say?
You are the one I will always use my wishes on.
You are the one I will always wish was never gone.
I’ll constantly wonder what went wrong.
I’ll forever think of what I could have did that was never done…

I Won’t Give Up…

When I look into your eyes
It’s like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there’s so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you’ve come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up

And when you’re needing your space
To do some navigating
I’ll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

‘Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We’ve got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it
No, I won’t give up

I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end,
You’re still my friend at least we didn’t tend
For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I got, and what I’m not
And who I am

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up
I’m still looking up

I won’t give up on us
God knows I’m tough, he knows
We got a lot to learn
God knows we’re worth it

I won’t give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I’m giving you all my love
I’m still looking up…

I feels very sad, the sadness can be describe that im so upset until i have no more tears to flow out.

Last day of 2011

Its approaching the last day of 2011

I have pen down my thoughts for 2011 and my hopes and resolution for 2012

the letter is on its way to

Turkey, Istanbul.

I guess the time was up, the end is here.

Jin Emo

曾经有一段真挚的感情放在我面前，
我没有好好的珍惜，
等到失去时，
我才后悔莫及，
人世间最痛苦的事莫过于此，
如果上天可以给我再来一次的机会，
那么，我会对那个女孩说三个字“我爱你”
如果非要给这段爱情加上一个期限的话，
我希望是一万年。

I don’t want to live my life with regrets if i were to lose someone who is so important to me in my life.

You’ll still the one long for everyday…

借口

When you know you can’t hold on to it anymore, let it go, let it free, let it fly and who knows you might feel happier deep inside your heart.

I always told myself everything is worth it as it brings a smile to me at the end of the day, but i guess i was wrong maybe i was too childish to believe that always putting someone before you you can get back the same treatment. That was far from what i imagine

Fight for what you love, not take things for granted for what you love

It’s tiring to be in a shadow of the other party and not the other part of the party.

Let go everything and maybe somehow there’s a rainbow for me to explore and guide me to sunshine again.

Basically I wish for all the impossibles to happen to me.

如果要走,请你记得我
如果难过,请你忘了我

Happy 24th!

24 already..

Nothing on this day but just a pleasant day. Definitely not like last year where there were so much fun and laughter but those people who wishes me im thankful to you, those who never wishes nvm i know in your heart you wishes me

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to the cutie me
Happy birthday to me!

As i grew older.. i wish to tell you this..

For you only.

If You Love Someone

If you love some one because you think that he/she is really gorgeous …
then it’s not love .. it’s ~ Infatuation ~……

If you love someone because you think that you shouldn’t leave him/her because others think that you shouldn’t … then it’s not love.. it’s ~ compromise ~…….

If you love someone because you think that you cannot live without his/her touch ….
then it’s not love .. it’s ~lust~……

If you love someone because you have been kissed by him/her …
then it’s not love.. it’s ~ inferiority complex~……

If you love someone because you cannot leave him/her thinking that it would hurt his/her feelings ..
then it’s not love .. it’s ~charity~….

If you love someone because you share every thing with him/her …
then it’s not love… it’s ~friendship~…

BUT if you feel the pain of the other person more than him/her even when he/she is stable and you cry for him/her …
that’s ~LOVE~ =

if you get attracted to there people but stay with him/her without any regrets…
that’s ~LOVE~

If you let him/her go knowing that he/she has to go but he/she doesn’t want to …
that’s ~LOVE~

That determine how important you are to the other party.

Feeling

And I guess that’s how i feel right now..

19/12/2010 was definitely much happier then 19/12/2011. Guess it’s just sucks so much this week.

Guess the best present i can give myself this year is to get a loan and pay people.

Contented

Always be contented in life

Yes there may be people who are better then him,
there may be people who are more attractive and richer then him,
there may by people who are more intelligent then him,
there may be people who are more caring and loving then him.

But thats life, Full of temptations but don’t get deceived by those things because didn’t you ever  realize that there are people who are also better then you?
and yet he chooses you.

I guess it will be difficult.

3 more days to my birthday, i guess i won’t be looking forward to have a good day.

Reality

Good Guys always lose out, then kena throw away or put in “friendship zone” as spare tyre…

When ever the girl kena cheated, all these are they will look back into the friendship zone and pull one out to go out or when need of someone to whine and cry. As times pass, the good guy will feel that he got chance maybe patch back or chances she might choose him, giving him much false hope and so,
she spotted a new guy, going all gaga over the new to be bf, she throw the good guy a side, not answering the calls, keep rejecting and giving excuse not to go out with him.

Den when shit happen to her again and she finally know that the good guy is really the best, she tries to call him up but too bad, nice guy got a gf already, in the end start to whine and cry, say all guys in this world are jerks and there are no good guys when they already mistreat the ‘good’ guy in the first place to search for all these suffering…..

So sometimes we human always make 1 major mistake in our life which is

We hurt the person who love us and love the person who hurt us

我最爱的人伤我最深

Never Thought…

So True

Don’t trust too much.
Don’t love too much.
Don’t hope too much.
Because that too much
can hurt you so much.

Life sometimes just bang you too much..

Just For You

From my youngest years till this moment here
I’ve never seen such a lovely queen
From the skies above to deepest love
I’ve never felt crazy like this before

Paint my love you should paint my love
It’s the picture of thousand sunsets
It’s the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world then I met you girl
It’s like coming home to a place I’ve known

Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed

.

Back to near 4 years ago at a fish spa near chinatown, i saw the most beautiful, lovely girl who i cannot took my eyes off, even until today i still think she is the most perfect woman in the universe.
With a good heart warming hug tonight, we bid goodbye to each other and even though we were to end but at least we end it in a happier way.

Although we couldn’t fulfill the dreams we have, the goals we target, the promises we gave each other, but at least we enjoyed a happy times when we were together. Adapting life without you would surely be very strange and awkward because there will be no 1 beside me laughing away madly anymore, cuddling me to sleep, watching movie together and having meals together walking down the shopping street holding hand with each other.

We learned that love is to see the other party being happy, we hope to see the one we love to be happy, and i guess that’s the only solution to see you being happy once more. Always remember this, today we walk apart is not because we don’t love each other anymore, but it’s because we want each other to feel happier in life once again.

For here i hope you to get what you want, what you wish for and what you really want in your life and just seeing you to smile once again and achieve what you said to me is what i really prays for you.

Thank you and sorry for all things that i can’t fulfill to you.

“I always knew that looking back to the cries would make me laugh; but I never knew that looking back to the laughs would make me cry.”