了解.. 了解.. 了解.

Posted: March 11, 2010 in 1

What a day today.. I think i did something which me myself also couldnt believe it. Dont know whats happening but i think maybe is god ways to let me step out a big step out of the square, i knew my temper will surely land me in a hot soup someday but i dont know why i will threw my temper on someone who i adored so much before, perhaps its really a past tense already and i think any antidote also cant cured this. Maybe due the fact that i do not like people to wrong me for the wrong reason which i guess everyone will have the same thinking. Or really is my fault? or is that not important that lets me finally know that im the least important or not even any important. Guess is really a good game for me and everything planned can put away wef from today and today was such a happy day to let it became a letdown day.  why did it happen…

for the past 6 weeks its really very bad.. all the money is just going out going out and not coming in anything, facing difficult financial crisis already and yet there are still so many problems around me for me to solved, still so many people are putting their problems to me and i hope for the remains of the month i can see some of my money coming back to me please come back to me come back to me~ people always says.. problems that can be solved by money is not a problem, but the problem will occurs when u dont have the money and u cant seek much help from any person.. and there it will be a very big problem 😦

getting out of the love box will be a hard route for me becuz this time i got no choice, i do not have any option in front of me to choose. i knew its time to move on and never think back already and im so happy that i know u and so glad to once hear all ur laughter and see all your tears . this will be the ending of the suffering and a new beginning to another chapter of life . this sounds like something’s dead or something gonna gone dead but still … i dont know how to explain. i only hope for the best and i do for the best and pray for the best.

i hope u were mine someday but u were others the next day, i waited til the end and hoping for a chance but somehow i do not know how to cherish it and someday i knew about the other one.. trying to wait and when the waiting came so good for me.. the chances just blew away just like how a helium balloon flew to the air without coming back to my hand ever again, i knew that i cant be the dumb to stand beside u waiting for u to end the episode with the party and perhaps the bottom line was only a passer by who is not important to u or just a limits of friendship . i am still who i am yesterday and i dont think i could still be so happy like yesterday after today.

因为太了解
所以很伤心
没有你只好听着风的呼吸
却有种叫做时间的东西
说没问题
最后我们会痊愈
因为太了解
我无法坚定
这一次会要掉眼泪的决定
有些遗憾只能一个人听
很对不起
我还是珍惜
所有的事情

Women words cannot believed – a very hard lesson i learnt in my life.

Everything was just a lie,
just like how u lied,
to the extend of something,
lying was the only solution out for u,
and in the end,
a lie kills a guy
and the guy have to accept the lie.

goodnite world. 😦

(This post is strictly for bullshitting from the famous chao puipui, all character used and illustrate was for blogging purpose, any coincidences caused is not to be mistaken thanks.)

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