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Posted: April 22, 2010 in 1

oh blog.. its been so long since i update u.. actually i got alot to update u but time constraint limits me to blog! past was like so many things just happened and totally couldnt conclude in 1 day or in 1 post so i will try to write more so i could captured all the memories i had 🙂

1 particular incident is my favorite princess passed away, doesnt wish to say much but til today i still think i love that dog alot because i got all her photos around my table, she is truely the most lovely dog i saw before in my life.. although she had departed from this world but i know that princess is surely having fun with her fellow dog-mates in heaven playing with each other happily, take care my dear lovely princess.. and a very strange thing.. i got a dog of my own also! her name is coco but i like to call her stupid dog or girl girl because she got no kkj~ i like to play with her everyday and she can really say brings alot of fun and joy to my family.. a dog.. is really a man’s best friend in the world 🙂

Another thing is about my father, although alot of people are saying that isn’t this the ending i hope in the end, frankly speaking i dont like it because i feel damm pressure by them and my financial became very jialat and every week i have to give him money when i only take home $400 pathetically per month, i cant complain because he is my dad, i cant complain because this is my duty, but who is there for me when i needed so much help? i can only sought out all the problems myself or maybe we are adult already so all these are the problems and phases we face in life. So too bad i made a very regret decision of pawning my necklace given by my late grandma who passed away already. although pawned cant even got enough for me but at least i got something out of it, i promise to redeem back next month and i swear to get it back..

And confirmed, me and my family are going for a vacation to hong kong and macau next month for a holiday trip and of cause i can go there relax myself and stop worry for anything and for anyone for 1 god damm week and i hope for more vocation to come after world cup. my wish is to go Hokkaido to see the sunflower!!! but still.. it depends on the company of who u go with 🙂

life is hard for me but i want to be harder then the life i am experiencing through now and i cant be weak and breakdown because one day i know i will have alot of responsibility to carry on my shoulder. School fees, cars, dogs, parent, food, entertainment and alot alot so i need alot alot if not i will die sooner or later. sometime i hope that there is a girl to hear me share all my problems and a girl truly for me to love, but til now i still cant find one which is very pathetic for me.

Ok a song to end my post and dont worry i will be back soon for another round of updates people 🙂

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a 
new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...


And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...


Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's 
standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
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