天灰

Posted: July 22, 2010 in Uncategorized

I was still smiling away so happy at 3pm but i was so sad at 1130pm ? What’s wrong with me for the past 2 days? Guess perhaps i may be worry too much, im not used to get worried over someone in my life, the feeling of walking around finding someone who is so much much important to u is very tiring because u are not physically tired but emotionally tired too.   i think showing lesser concern would be the better solution for the time being. Too many problems explode together will really makes a human fall and i think i am falling. Not a good sign. I have to change for the better.

Fullerton is not fun to walk especially when u are walking from one fullerton to merlion park to and fro and to the fucking bridge which i saw the least thing i wan to see which is my fucking dream! Now i know wat is dream come true, i just turned back and walk silently away without getting noticed and just hope that my presence would not affect the final outcome, the journey was quiet because i felt speechless, i felt annoyed, i felt like a fool, i felt like an idiot, i felt i could just fuck off from this stupid agreement, i just felt i just felt but i can never express how i feels because i got no rights to voice anything, its all about obligation and everyone knows about the god damm obligation and please fuck the obligation off.

I wonder why its me
I wonder why i alight
I wonder why i search
I wonder why im afraid
I wonder why the dream
I wonder why the silent
I wonder why the anger
I wonder why the emotional
I wonder why the tears
I wonder why I wonder why I can only wonder why.

Sometime when action speaks louder then words, you wont feel good. I dont know words can be trusted again anymore, maybe all the actions has already beaten the faith i have in you, i knew that i have no rights but sometimes u still have to think for me, stand at my shoe, listen to my heart because no matter how i can endure, im still a human.

Ok enough of the ranting or perhaps a 1 sided stupidity act from a stupid guy, let’s end this post with a nice song at this 320am timing

如果你不再出现
我的世界还有什么可贵

可惜不够时间
让我们试验什么叫永远

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些

可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭

我今晚真是他妈的不开心,很伤心,就像今晚的天空,有一点灰
我希望这是最后一次了,我只是一个人
我不是超人,我有泪

我的心好痛

老天啊我真的真的没那么难过过!为什么!!!

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