Archive for August, 2010

Expectation & Determination

Posted: August 31, 2010 in Uncategorized

U list all the expectation and i will use all my determination to fulfill it .
It’s a promise and i know i can do it means i will do it.
Trust me .

When there’s no rivals, there are higher expectation 🙂

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Posted: August 31, 2010 in Uncategorized

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I like this part

Posted: August 31, 2010 in Uncategorized

now i know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
and we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
but your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
when it comes to love you’re just as blinded
baby please come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems
maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
all i know is i love you too much to walk away though
come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
don’t you hear sincerity in my voice when i talk?
told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
next time i’m pissed ill aim my fist at the drywall
next time there won’t be no next time
i apologize even though i know its lies
i’m tired of the games i just want her back
i know i’m a liar if she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again
i’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

I like this part by Eminem the king of lyrics!

Dead dead tired.. Im still 1.7 away to break the duck! I can do it !

PLEASE SEE PLEASE SEE:
DEAR MISS JOYCE CHEW, PLEASE KINDLY CHECK YOUR EMAIL AGAIN FOR THE KEY THANK YOU
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Posted: August 28, 2010 in Uncategorized

I willing to fight and die for my own happiness

WTB Please check your email

Im Fat, Im Bad.

Posted: August 27, 2010 in Uncategorized

Today someone said: I don’t feel proud because you are fat.

It makes me think the whole day, is being fat really a crime? Or being fat means bad? Fat means cannot go out let people see?
It may be harsh but definitely its true. Fat people will get criticize by people, people will think likewise and comment and then negative thoughts will start arousing.

I still remember 1 night when I listen to class 95 love song, yasmmine says that true love doesn’t matter how skinny or how fat you are because love don’t measure your another party.
Or if you love yourself more then you love the other party, then you will really mind because you never think of how he/she will feels…
How people think is their business, I don’t understand why we still have to care about what people says when we have much more then enough problems to care for ?
Or is it another excuse?

I feel very very hurt, you makes me feels that being fat means you need to go to jail, Because no 1 will accept you.
It makes me hates food so much now, because i eat then i will get fat and when i get fat people will criticized me.
I totally have no mood to eat anything already.

Harsh words, but true words. This is what i could says..
At least the truth is out, the light is out.
Being a fatty cannot love,
being a fatty cannot get his love,
being a fatty cannot confess his love.

But,
A fat who don’t flirt
A fat who don’t lie
A fat who don’t break his promises
It’s much more better then a handsome fit guy who does all these.

Maybe different people have different mindset,
Some would rather get hurt by a handsome
and some would hurt a fat.

Guess after today i’m much more super motivated to slim down, because i admire those fit handsome guy who goes around fooling people heart,
i rather be a guy who fools a girl heart then a fatty who got hurt eventually.
Call me bad I don’t mind because Fat = Bad.

You totally change my mindset, but nevertheless you change my attitude too.
You let me know that no matter how good my heart is.. i’m still a fat.
Because people around me sees how fat and joke on how fat i am
But nobody knows how good my heart was.

Looks is the primary factor
Heart was only secondary
because people around you don’t know what have you done
they only says how fat and ugly you were.

Trust me I will slim down hard. Mark my word.
I don’t want to be a fatty who gets hurt anymore.
This hurt is enough to pain through my life.
I will remember today, how hurtful I am
And today I told myself
I would slim down and i will slim down
because being fat is a very disgraceful thing.

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Okies, swimming time. Goodbye.

PS: Why say miss you when you hurt me so deeply ?

Posted: August 27, 2010 in Uncategorized

Everyone has a privacy space.. do you have it?

This week I guess I’m gonna changed, last time i always thinks that I need to leave someday, but now I don’t wanna leave already.
I cannot be a saint for everyone again, I pity everyone but no one will pity me.
Not good to be a good guy, guess a bad guy suits me more.

Life would be good if we don’t think so much, life will not be troubled if we see things more simple then it is.

Bad things won’t last forever, sunshine after rain happens everyday.

Comfort zone… Where is my comfort zone?

5 more days.

PS: I LOVE YOU.

6 more days.

Posted: August 26, 2010 in Uncategorized

Now, I don’t want to lose you
but I don’t want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don’t want to hate you,
I don’t want to take you
but I don’t want to be the one to cry.

And that don’t really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don’t want to blame you.
Baby, you don’t have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something’s gonna change.

And there’s no way home
when it’s late at night and you’re all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there’s a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it’s sad when you know it’s your heart they can’t touch.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain’t enough.

Baby, sometimes, love… it just ain’t enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No.

PS: I LOST WEIGHT AGAIN~ im nearer to my expected target before september!