爱。。。。

Posted: May 14, 2011 in Uncategorized

总是让人失去理智,让人无法控制.

That’s so true.. love can make one person lose its mental state of mind to think and makes oneself emotionally uncontrollable to a certain extent.

Guess today i have lots to write again since I’m so free at home the whole night and maggi mee was my second meal of the day follow by a slow jog around my estate and when you start jogging you starts to think, you think of the positive things you face in life, you think of the negative things you face in life and everything will make you think when you are out of breath. Ya i am still out of breath now!

I had a very strange yet scary nightmare just now when i was having a light nap, i dream of the negative side again, i was wondering why when we starts to feel positive towards life there are surely something that will tied us down and let us feel negative and insecure once again. It was a strange dream but like as if it was telling me it will happen sooner or later and like as if a sign was telling me something, not a good thing after all. This type of nightmare makes me don’t dare to fall asleep and close my eyes to think about it.

Ok today we will talk about people who always talk but never meant what they said or people who always confirm and gave you a good answer but at the end outcome will like taking a bucket of cold water and pour it all over your body? And i feels that people who always says those sweet and good things, but doesn’t show it will makes those sweet stuffs turned into stuff that could cause acid reflux in a person stomach. Needless to say those confirmation and promises made earlier and in the end all become nothing just because you don’t feel like.

Sometimes people are also very strange, when they like something.. they could list out 1001 advantages and good things about the particular product BUT when they dislike something or do not want to consume something, they can give you 9999 reasons of why they do not want which some parts of the 9999 reasons sounds like bullshit to you. That’s why i think sometimes human are a very strange creature because what they say might not do and what they do might not be what they are thinking.

We humans do always get affected by the past and those stuffs that will taunt us, i really don’t know its I’m so unlucky or what because there are something for me to see that let me think of the past, definitely not my past because i do not have a happier past compared to other fortunate people, so sweet and happy that everything were being recorded so nicely that the details seems so sweet like a coated sugar candy floss which will cause diabetes after eating it. Yes it’s that super sugar sweetness. It always makes it that the present are sure to be more bitter then the past.

In a relationship people always says trust and faith is very important, but how many of the people know how to give faith to the other half and build the trust together? It’s not being stereotype an issue but how much trust u can give to another party so he can feel safe? Always broke the trust will never build up the trust and tends faith will never be there. People always say “Ya lor trust lor trust very important ma no trust how to be together?” But when actual things happened to them, how many can remind themselves what they said? Trust is not build overnight, it’s a lifelong process to build an agreement between two parties so that there be no insecurity felt and lose faith towards the other party. It’s always the trust job that is not completed, not the stereotype thinking of the human being. Trust me.

人是不是每次在感到寂寞或伤感的时候才会想起他们最深爱的人? 我想这才是真正的答案,在玩乐还是有朋友的时候每次都会被遗忘,被抛弃,根本都不纯在他们的心中。但是每次玩乐完了,朋友不在了,一个人孤孤单单的时候才会想到所谓心理所觉得的最深爱的那个一个人。在寂寞的时候才会想着你的人哪一点才会值得你的爱呢?
我知道人被遗忘是正常的,不是一件什么大不了的事但毕竟我们还是人类,我们还是有感情有感觉的,不是说说就算了,也不是在寂寞的时候才会说声‘我爱你’。当一个人被冷落的感觉是多么的彷徨,多么的孤单但是你是永远不会了解当一个人被冷落和遗忘的感觉是多么的孤单多么的害怕的因为你是永远不会感到孤单,你永远都会有个佣人在你身旁让你使唤着。

是的,这世界就是那么的不公平,爱情就别说了
爱情根本就是一个不公平的游戏罢了。
爱的那么辛苦只会让人爱的好累好累,感觉很疲倦只想放弃统统的一切。

Cherish and treasure the one who you think are really good to you,
love them and not say to them,
show them but not to forget them,
Love them but not dispose them when you are having fun,
cherish them like as if you gonna lose them,
love like you will die without them,
place them above anything,

And always remember this,
善有善报
恶有恶报
不是没到
时辰未到
What comes around goes around,
What you do, you will get back.

Ok, its time to sleep after bullshitting so much of nonsense, some people might think its true and some might think is bullshit and some might even think i’m insane, that’s the way of life 🙂
Tomorrow gonna fill with activities whole day and of cause at night i will be going out to enjoy myself and so sad tomorrow 10pm no soccer at east coast cage !!! Lucky there are alternative choices to do 😉
I hope i can really take a break from and rest and please give me some peace without the need of torturing myself. Thanks.

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Comments
  1. girly says:

    i agree! i can feel u! haha! cheer up!

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