Archive for December, 2011

Last day of 2011

Posted: December 31, 2011 in Uncategorized

Its approaching the last day of 2011

I have pen down my thoughts for 2011 and my hopes and resolution for 2012

the letter is on its way to

Turkey, Istanbul.

Posted: December 29, 2011 in Uncategorized

I guess the time was up, the end is here.

Jin Emo

Posted: December 27, 2011 in Uncategorized


I don’t want to live my life with regrets if i were to lose someone who is so important to me in my life.

You’ll still the one long for everyday…


Posted: December 24, 2011 in Uncategorized

When you know you can’t hold on to it anymore, let it go, let it free, let it fly and who knows you might feel happier deep inside your heart.

I always told myself everything is worth it as it brings a smile to me at the end of the day, but i guess i was wrong maybe i was too childish to believe that always putting someone before you you can get back the same treatment. That was far from what i imagine

Fight for what you love, not take things for granted for what you love

It’s tiring to be in a shadow of the other party and not the other part of the party.

Let go everything and maybe somehow there’s a rainbow for me to explore and guide me to sunshine again.

Basically I wish for all the impossibles to happen to me.


Happy 24th!

Posted: December 22, 2011 in Uncategorized

24 already..

Nothing on this day but just a pleasant day. Definitely not like last year where there were so much fun and laughter but those people who wishes me im thankful to you, those who never wishes nvm i know in your heart you wishes me 🙂

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to the cutie me
Happy birthday to me!

As i grew older.. i wish to tell you this..

For you only.

If You Love Someone

Posted: December 20, 2011 in Uncategorized

If you love some one because you think that he/she is really gorgeous …
then it’s not love .. it’s ~ Infatuation ~……

If you love someone because you think that you shouldn’t leave him/her because others think that you shouldn’t … then it’s not love.. it’s ~ compromise ~…….

If you love someone because you think that you cannot live without his/her touch ….
then it’s not love .. it’s ~lust~……

If you love someone because you have been kissed by him/her …
then it’s not love.. it’s ~ inferiority complex~……

If you love someone because you cannot leave him/her thinking that it would hurt his/her feelings ..
then it’s not love .. it’s ~charity~….

If you love someone because you share every thing with him/her …
then it’s not love… it’s ~friendship~…

BUT if you feel the pain of the other person more than him/her even when he/she is stable and you cry for him/her …
that’s ~LOVE~ =

if you get attracted to there people but stay with him/her without any regrets…
that’s ~LOVE~

If you let him/her go knowing that he/she has to go but he/she doesn’t want to …
that’s ~LOVE~

That determine how important you are to the other party.


Posted: December 19, 2011 in Uncategorized

And I guess that’s how i feel right now..

19/12/2010 was definitely much happier then 19/12/2011. Guess it’s just sucks so much this week.

Guess the best present i can give myself this year is to get a loan and pay people.