Archive for June, 2012

Bon Voyage PBF

Posted: June 28, 2012 in Uncategorized

Athens, Santorini, Mykonos 8 nights holiday is not an easily achieve holiday for most of us but that lucky girl is bringing her mother for a 9 days 8 nights free and easy trip there lo super envy.

me and her darling tan send her and her mummy to airport because she booked my limousine service, farewell to her and envy her for the next 9 days~

me and bubble tan

seems that people comment that i slim down already, feels good to hear such compliment! Don’t worry i will slim down more one wahahaha

Darling T and Darling P ~

no 1 can replace Darling T from Darling P heart, no matter who and how much the person did for her .

like a sir before going to the departure gate

9 days 8 nights than another 3 days 2 nights for her haha.. basically 1 month she will only be in singapore for like 5 days? Envy her!

come back treat you eat nice nice steamboat again!

side track abit, just checked the exam timetable and WTF

4/8 OTB
5/8 Workplace LAW

Saturday and Sunday exam one.. why murdoch and sma so cool one?

All over again

Posted: June 19, 2012 in Uncategorized

People always say, it’s not easy to start all over again, it’s not advise to start again but sometimes a short separation might do good, it let us go out to see the world and find out that actually there are something that is tying us down, regardless of what we found or we got in life, there is this something that is telling us that it’s the best you could ever have.

For instant human, we always thinks that we have that something that we wouldn’t lost it, but when we lost it eventually than we find out how precious the thing were to us. We learned from the mistake that we should be contented of what we have and not to search for something better and may end up losing everything, no one loves to have this ending in their life.

It’s been a month, a month since i walked away, people say that i’m stupid, to do such stupid thing and make my own self so terrible, but as this month goes by i realize quite a lot of things, we let go to see the other half to be able to have a better life. No point tying down if you can’t give her what shes wants, eventually which girl will say no to a guy who treats them well, pamper them hard, earning big bucks for them, giving them a good life. I knew that if i can’t do all these, i have to admit to myself that i really lost it. I once promise her that if 1 day i couldn’t give her a life she yearns for, i would not hesitate to walk away from her because i know that i’m just not good enough for her.

Yes indeed i’m not good, i do stupid things, i make silly mistakes, i make people around me dislike me, up til a point that i doesn’t even know what can i do, people might be saying no matter how much u apologies or how much you do, the scars will still be there. Yes it’s true, after a hurt it will be difficult to accept the person once again no matter how much they do. The courage to accept the person once again would be far more than hard as it seems.

This whole month i could see from my both eyes everything, be it a sad post, disappointing behavior, unexpected results, demoralize news. It builds me up to face the truth more than i wanna hide from it, though i know hiding it’s no use, better face up and face the society and do something and not covering myself in one corner and stop doing everything.

Glad that people who sees me now, even friends in school says i look slimmer already face has the v-shape effect already! I appreciate those who tells me i did slim down already and it really motivates me to exercise and really set a determine way to go for myself. If i could really slim down i will be very grateful for people who motivates me and telling me i slim down already~ And i think exercise could be addicted because i really enjoyed jogging already, though i jog like a slow turtle and swim like a dead fish but still i will make sure i complete 5km for every run and 10 laps in the pool every time i swim, basically i will jog for 4 days and swim for 2 days or jog for 5 days and swim for 1 day, the feeling is really good to run and think much more positive thing in life that i would be able to see it, that’s make me run more. After tone down abit more of fats than i shall proceed with my cardio training and building up of muscle to be a fit guy!

my 2nd job was still good, now its time to move on to get a 3rd job since i don’t want to waste so much time idling doing nothing, i want to stretch my limits to be able to handle life with 3 jobs + studying. I have to plan schedule and work hard towards my goal, to be successful in 3 years time. We only lived once, don’t live in vain. Work hard, work smart and i know the light of success will be near and nearer to me. Who knows i could really be a very successful bachelor?

Out of the sudden i wrote a quote out and i google it and there were no one wrote this quote up so i’m the owner of this quote below!

“To learn to love, than to learn to lost, and than to learn again how to love it’s really hard, but love will leads the way to the heart.” – Chuah Zhi Hao PuiPui

If you are willing to change, i will always be there willing to try

Question

Posted: June 4, 2012 in Uncategorized

A girl today asked me why i love ‘her’ so much..

I replied i don’t know why, maybe the previous life we were husband and wife and i mistreat her so this life i have to love her all over again and pay her back whatever mistreat i had done to her last time.

Sounds funny but i think somewhat might be true, because she is just the girl i want in my this life even though i couldn’t have her by my side but seeing her living happily now its also a blessing for me.

Didnt Knew

Posted: June 3, 2012 in Uncategorized

Didn’t knew i had done so much before, i guess all the toughest things that one could have its the least minimum stuffs i could do.

I hope to do more and do for the rest of my life but i know that’s not possible anymore. Today will be the last day i am seeing your life updates, tomorrow onwards we might be strangers already and i feel very blessed for the past 1 years plus and not forgetting the 5 years where i am always there waiting for you. Guess there won’t be anymore 5 years anymore.

Someone in your life presently will be there to pamper you and spoil you like a gem once again i’m sure. Someone there gonna take my place soon and be the one you will really love and enjoy.

Putting aside all these unhappy things, at least i know something in life, we really can’t hold on to something which we can’t have. Love can’t be force, scars left there will always be the scar there. And loves only ended up with 2 ending, its either to hurt, or got hurt.

Now i don’t wish to fill my life with as many girls as much to hang out  because i knew deep down in somewhere there, you still stays in the heart. Maybe being a bachelor might really be a blissful thing because since i can’t find a girl who will makes me love so much as you, or to say love her half as much as i love you. I do not want to be playful and just ended up being played. I rather stick single and alone if i ain’t have you. Like i always said, no amount of girls or no other girls could replace you so easily in my life.

Giving up is the hardest decision to make in my life, but seeing you living happily and really enjoy being the real you and do the things you really wanna do in your heart, makes me feels that at least i don’t make the wrong decision this time round and everything seems worthwhile.

你不知道我为什么离开你 
我解释不能说放任你哭泣

你不知道我为什么很小心
可现在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事