回忆。。

Posted: September 9, 2013 in Uncategorized

我不是不再爱那个女孩了,而是那个女孩已经变成一个我不会爱的人了。。

如果你不再出现
我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验 什么叫永远

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁

我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

I guess i received back a well deserved punishment already, life is fair and i really had to accept my punishment and those heartbreaking incident that happened to me. Never did i feel so sad before.. never never.. my heart still sinks since last Friday when i was at the club, i had to tell myself everything is over when she choose someone who is not me to go back with. I knew that at that point everything has changed and things had ended without a trace.

Did my mistakes makes her changed so much so until she is no longer the same girl i knew? Or that’s her true self but had to cover up because she knew me? I’m puzzled..

Outside world are always so tempting, filled with temptations, the friends you hang out with, the accompany you received. If there’s no limit and there’s no a stop line to draw in between how far can we go and learn when need to show a ‘stop’ sign to the temptations out there, i believe everyone will be happier.

going 7 years of loving the same girl over and over again, it’s time to pack up all the broken pieces that was left behind and move on to another phase of life. I know that everything is impossible since that night, i knew that after what i witness i have to accept it because that was a karma and punishment for me. I don’t think i can love another person again as much as i do for you, i know that i won’t be able to spend the next 7 years again for someone who still don’t know what she wants. I will just go with my plan B.

On a side note, after working in UPS for nearly a year, I have finally got promoted to a Territory Account Manager which is quite a good position for me to advance my career in the future. Really thanks all the support i have and the knowledge i could learn from the old birds to guide me through, a new phase of work, a new stress beginning and a new level of workload i have to face. I will definitely work harder towards my career path and to get my fats off my body as quickly as possible so i can lose my weight. The only thing for me to pin hope on is on my career to be more successful and to lose more weight and be a fitter guy.

I really didn’t expect our story to end up in this saddening end.

To the only one: get to know what you really want and go achieve the thing that you really want and you cannot loss in your life. I really hope you can know what you want and decide for yourself fight for what you really want.

Goodnight world, a sad sad world.

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