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Posted: April 23, 2010 in 1

Today was friday and its an off day for me but due to some problem i was told to get a mc to cover up in case of anything happens but somehow i felt that actually i don’t need this off or mc because im also dunno what i am going to do today but whats done cannot be undone, that’s a life lesson definitely because alot of us tends to regret over what have we chosen or rather get sicked of what we had got already.  What to do~

And my coco that bitch is really good at biting things! bite so many things and spoil so many things already and likes to bark so much and non stop when she saw a stranger pass by or what.. think i need to buy something to stuck her mouth so she wont bark so much and bite spoil so many of my stuffs already. but she is really cute.. bring joy and laughter and i love to play with her so much although changing her pee and poo is so troublesome for me everyday but seeing her getting fatter each day really makes me feel so accomplished because she is my first dog and i hope she will eat lesser of those stupid things she found on her own if not next time she become marley like that i will be very sad wan..

today its a Friday.. working at night later and tomorrow whole day.. i guess i have been thinking for people too much already, too kind and because im too kind to people and i dunno why they want to fucked me up of my life.. i seriously don’t understand why it always doesn’t pays to be kind want.. today cant bullshit so much already. i need to go prepare for my work le. goodnite.

1st day of 7 days. Obviously im missing her alot now 🙂

as usual a song to end my post, goodbye.

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
Baby, I’m walking away

A Post

Posted: April 22, 2010 in 1

oh blog.. its been so long since i update u.. actually i got alot to update u but time constraint limits me to blog! past was like so many things just happened and totally couldnt conclude in 1 day or in 1 post so i will try to write more so i could captured all the memories i had 🙂

1 particular incident is my favorite princess passed away, doesnt wish to say much but til today i still think i love that dog alot because i got all her photos around my table, she is truely the most lovely dog i saw before in my life.. although she had departed from this world but i know that princess is surely having fun with her fellow dog-mates in heaven playing with each other happily, take care my dear lovely princess.. and a very strange thing.. i got a dog of my own also! her name is coco but i like to call her stupid dog or girl girl because she got no kkj~ i like to play with her everyday and she can really say brings alot of fun and joy to my family.. a dog.. is really a man’s best friend in the world 🙂

Another thing is about my father, although alot of people are saying that isn’t this the ending i hope in the end, frankly speaking i dont like it because i feel damm pressure by them and my financial became very jialat and every week i have to give him money when i only take home $400 pathetically per month, i cant complain because he is my dad, i cant complain because this is my duty, but who is there for me when i needed so much help? i can only sought out all the problems myself or maybe we are adult already so all these are the problems and phases we face in life. So too bad i made a very regret decision of pawning my necklace given by my late grandma who passed away already. although pawned cant even got enough for me but at least i got something out of it, i promise to redeem back next month and i swear to get it back..

And confirmed, me and my family are going for a vacation to hong kong and macau next month for a holiday trip and of cause i can go there relax myself and stop worry for anything and for anyone for 1 god damm week and i hope for more vocation to come after world cup. my wish is to go Hokkaido to see the sunflower!!! but still.. it depends on the company of who u go with 🙂

life is hard for me but i want to be harder then the life i am experiencing through now and i cant be weak and breakdown because one day i know i will have alot of responsibility to carry on my shoulder. School fees, cars, dogs, parent, food, entertainment and alot alot so i need alot alot if not i will die sooner or later. sometime i hope that there is a girl to hear me share all my problems and a girl truly for me to love, but til now i still cant find one which is very pathetic for me.

Ok a song to end my post and dont worry i will be back soon for another round of updates people 🙂

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on a 
new beginning.
A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Yeah..


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down over me...


And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...


Oh can you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes 'cause it's 
standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...


I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea.
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Your Beautiful

Posted: March 24, 2010 in 1

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,(Real version)
Flying high,(clean version)
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

a good song…

Alomost There.

Posted: March 17, 2010 in 1

I just joined a new facebook group title : It sucks when you try your hardest, but it’s just not good enough. When u think that u put in alot of effort and hard work, and the other party just think that is not good enough.. u will dont feel like working hard on it again just like in a soccer match when u try so hard to get a goal and concede 2 goals in 5 mins.. u wont feel like going for a win or draw already. so thats another life lesson for me and i think i need to buy a few more books to gain more knowledge and gain more life lessons.

No matter what this time my determination must surely succeed and never ever get to look back again.. because of the amount of effort i harvested in.. i only get back those truthful smiles and laughter and nothing i could get back excepts heartaches everyday when i am thinking you, why should i be thinking of you already. i should be letting u slowly go and fulfill your dreams of conquering the whole world and i can only wish u success in no matter whatever you do. Placing u as the indispensable and irreplaceable is easy, but getting u out of this spot is difficult, but i swear i can and i will do it no matter to what extents.

After a day of discussion, now is thinking of who name to use to get the bank loan for the Jazz and donno when then all the paperwork could be done and get my own car! and i will miss this lancer cuz i just get so used to it manual gear and im changing him already lol. and all my holiday trips and may trip is 90% confirmed! going shanghai find a china wife back!
http://www.expo2010.cn/ -> this is the place where we should be going lol… go to the website can see alot of chio bu de so is surely go there can buy 1 pretty wife come back wan 🙂

been having so many late late nights this few days because of a decision i made i think i every nite couldnt sleep and just stares blankly to the wall and thinking of the wise choice i made. haiz.. what i can say is only this… 从此也不会为难你了,也不要为难我自己了。 you shouldnt feel awkward anymore because i will never make things difficult for u again.

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
但所有如果都没 有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

Its time for bed again after this bedtime bullshit story. goodnite world.

Posted: March 16, 2010 in 1

Finally a week that is not that sad for me.. but things still dont get so well for me but at least the minimum is its is improving! A very tiring week and emo week because work was so hard and OT for no reason and callback for work and burnt the weekends. but after next week i can relax whole year already.. auditing is really very stress… really is lin lao bu de bo lao beh.. just endure althou i am feeling so sick rite now~

and most likely i am getting the honda jazz already if the price is right and all the loan and insurance all approved. so soon to change the lancer to jazz le~ swee swee and hope they faster process the paperwork becuz i feel that lancer is not a good ride becuz of its small interior.. jazz interior would be better 😀 And on the happier note.. May maybe going Shaghai and after the world cup should be is go taiwan for tour and end of year planning for autralia trips! all the trips have to plan properly and plan my leave le hehe!

And september for school! hope so many planning means this year will past much much more faster! and i think im going to be robin hood again for this week. no matter how much i earn i still have to be robin hood knn.

过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利
好让你明白 我心动 的痕迹

i can love u but in the end i choose the other way round.

一言难尽

Posted: March 12, 2010 in 1

你给我一场戏
你看着我入迷
被你从心里剥落的感情
痛得不知怎么舍去
不要这场记忆
不要问我结局
心底的酸楚和脸上的笑容
早就合而为一
迟迟不能相信这感觉
象自己和自己分离
而信誓旦旦的爱情 在哪里
一言难尽 忍不住伤心
衡量不出爱或不爱之间的距离
你说你的心 不再温热如昔
从哪里开始 从哪里失去
隐隐约约中明白你的决定
不敢勉强你 只好为难自己
我为难我自己

不敢勉强你 只好为难自己
我为难我自己.

I just cant smile without u.

了解.. 了解.. 了解.

Posted: March 11, 2010 in 1

What a day today.. I think i did something which me myself also couldnt believe it. Dont know whats happening but i think maybe is god ways to let me step out a big step out of the square, i knew my temper will surely land me in a hot soup someday but i dont know why i will threw my temper on someone who i adored so much before, perhaps its really a past tense already and i think any antidote also cant cured this. Maybe due the fact that i do not like people to wrong me for the wrong reason which i guess everyone will have the same thinking. Or really is my fault? or is that not important that lets me finally know that im the least important or not even any important. Guess is really a good game for me and everything planned can put away wef from today and today was such a happy day to let it became a letdown day.  why did it happen…

for the past 6 weeks its really very bad.. all the money is just going out going out and not coming in anything, facing difficult financial crisis already and yet there are still so many problems around me for me to solved, still so many people are putting their problems to me and i hope for the remains of the month i can see some of my money coming back to me please come back to me come back to me~ people always says.. problems that can be solved by money is not a problem, but the problem will occurs when u dont have the money and u cant seek much help from any person.. and there it will be a very big problem 😦

getting out of the love box will be a hard route for me becuz this time i got no choice, i do not have any option in front of me to choose. i knew its time to move on and never think back already and im so happy that i know u and so glad to once hear all ur laughter and see all your tears . this will be the ending of the suffering and a new beginning to another chapter of life . this sounds like something’s dead or something gonna gone dead but still … i dont know how to explain. i only hope for the best and i do for the best and pray for the best.

i hope u were mine someday but u were others the next day, i waited til the end and hoping for a chance but somehow i do not know how to cherish it and someday i knew about the other one.. trying to wait and when the waiting came so good for me.. the chances just blew away just like how a helium balloon flew to the air without coming back to my hand ever again, i knew that i cant be the dumb to stand beside u waiting for u to end the episode with the party and perhaps the bottom line was only a passer by who is not important to u or just a limits of friendship . i am still who i am yesterday and i dont think i could still be so happy like yesterday after today.

因为太了解
所以很伤心
没有你只好听着风的呼吸
却有种叫做时间的东西
说没问题
最后我们会痊愈
因为太了解
我无法坚定
这一次会要掉眼泪的决定
有些遗憾只能一个人听
很对不起
我还是珍惜
所有的事情

Women words cannot believed – a very hard lesson i learnt in my life.

Everything was just a lie,
just like how u lied,
to the extend of something,
lying was the only solution out for u,
and in the end,
a lie kills a guy
and the guy have to accept the lie.

goodnite world. 😦

(This post is strictly for bullshitting from the famous chao puipui, all character used and illustrate was for blogging purpose, any coincidences caused is not to be mistaken thanks.)