Love has no boundaries

Tell me what should I do???????? Enlighten me please if not i’m going crazy soon .

Eternal

Somehow today was really not a good day, maybe Monday really dislike me. And maybe people were correct, it’s time i took a break from these nonsense, a 2 weeks escape from it will be nice ? But that will greatly affect my income but it might save a lot in my budget .Ya its contradicting but that’s life, and sometimes i said i want to stop and i want to stop, in the end Monday become another headache for me. Just forget it, i want to forget today, but not definitely not tonight.  The accompany from bedok to bukit batok and bukit batok to woodlands is real nice! Sometimes is just the person who u wish to talk to will only makes u feel better and i’m definitely feeling so good after a bad bad day.

Life isn’t great to have someone by your side sharing your ups and downs ?
Life isn’t great if you have someone to talk to you side by side by the beach enjoying the sea breeze ?
Life isn’t great if you can hear the voice of the girl in your heart talking to u ?
Life isn’t great if you could see someone you long-ed yearned for everyday ?
Life isn’t great if you could have someone you love so much walking down the path of life with you ?

How do you determine your great way of life ?

Yesterday while i was reading some forums and i came across this photo, it’s call the Cartier Love White Gold W/Diamond. I feel that this ring looks so awesome and cool if any girl wears it on her hand…

i feel like asking for the price but i got no money even to buy the Cartier box still wanna buy the ring 😦

How true it’s this sentence: ” You can love without getting but you can’t love without giving ” ,
Loves is just about give and take….. can i take and capture it??

外面的世界很精彩
外面的世界也很无奈
当你觉得外面的世界很无奈
我还会在这里耐心的守着你
每当夕阳西沉的时候
我总是在这里盼望你
天空中虽然飘着雨
我依然等待你的归期

No matter what, no matter how long, i will always be waiting for you.

I just hope tomorrow will be a better day and the rest of the week will be good.

Goodnight 😦

It’s Monday

我说了所有的谎
你却都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信
你书里的剧情
我不想上演
因为我喜欢喜剧收尾

我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了

情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把 爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱折
你却用离开淌下句点

只能说我认了
你的不安得到的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰

我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了

情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把 爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆 没有皱褶
你却用离开淌下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安得到的信任
我却得到你 安慰的淘汰…..

Sometimes life can never be perfect, we need to adapt to the cruel reality,
just like what i say, i don’t hope for the best, i just pray for the better,
this slogan will always be with me for the rest of my life,
really life could be more easy and more simple if we learn how to let go things easier.

U are the only target and motivation to my life
and i just wanna say i love you to u for being there every time for me.
goodnight world.

My heart will go on

Today is father birthday, just a simple yet good dinner at Jumbo~ My father enjoyed, we enjoyed and i just feel so good over tonight dinner~! 🙂

And i lost a bet today~ it seems like its not the first time i lost but today dont know why i lost but i still feel happy haha..

Life still goes on and i am still counting down.. 723 more days.. how long more can this dream goes on ? can tis 723 days really be a nice sweet dream for me ? sometimes i just hope i don’t get the best because im not worthy but just don’t give me a bad.. i pray for a better one~

ok tonight was not supposed a night to get emo.. let’s get happy because tomorrow half day and friday half day~ i gonna go for some swim!

i really want to slim down… I SWEAR!

suddenly this song played at my itunes and i just repeat it 5 times…

723.. how i wish it only left 23…

Romanji

GIMME RABU EBA AFUTA AND I’LL RABU YU BOEBA ANDO EBA

This is cool. And a nice special pig trotter dinner. And the 0 point just make me laugh whole night!

on the other hand…..

when can i do my new head unit ?

Sometimes love just ain’t enough

Goodbye by Janice. I think this version is nicer. I feel like singing this song loud. Ktv soon?

24hours duty is surely the least fun in my life, and time pass so fast today and tomorrow is a half day, cool.

im counting… 727 days left, and i hope to bring u the 100% fullest joy and care and surprise til the day i left you.

Sometimes love just ain’t enough…

It Won’t Be So Long .

First day of the foolish decision i made, life just seems so dull, the phone which will ring every other minute became silently through the whole day and whole night.. keypad lock and keypad unlock here and then to see any msg in but the phone wont just ring abit, battery were still more then half full, its just like a jigsaw puzzle gone missing a little tiny piece that would complete the whole puzzle beautifully. Where has that piece of puzzle gone missing to? Suddenly to wake up from a beautiful dream that whacks you back to the reality is really not used to it and really not in the mood of it. Thinking back why will we choose this? because of one selfishness or other party of unwillingness, the complicated heart issues still hangs on inside my brain. It’s just like 明知山有虎,偏向虎山行 , surely know the end will be a dead but still choose the dead end. We cant really choose our own destiny our own emotions and our own feelings, but for sure i know what’s my path were for, what’s the mission and vision i had for the future, and all my future consist of you and you were always part of plan and best you were always the one who gave me the energy to work hard.

The 7am clock ticks today again, i woke up at 650am, the phone was at my hand the 8 numbers were so easily dial just like how we dial 999, some things were just like a daily routine that you usually do and one day u had to stop doing it what will your life will be? will it be like the feeling of constipation if you didn’t get to shit for one day? the feeling is just so pain in the heart like the pain in the butt. Sometimes when you really feel so into the party you just cant replacement for it, because to me she were never replaceable in any of the moments in my life. Getting used to the joy and laughter and vulgarities, now in a deserted island with the vacuum is the only companion beside me, the laughter for one minute suddenly disappear and i really regret never got the chance to record it.

Surely life is full of regrets, selfishness, and usually we regrets our selfishness and a moment of adrenaline rush but to me that was not the first time, i do not want to lose you, but losing you away is just the matter of time, it’s been alot of contradicting  puipui inside my head, but who do i answer to? how do i react to the problems? i don’t want the cycle to go through again and again and again to leave your life and appear again and so on and so on, maybe its a true hard fact that a 2 can never match a 10, the only 2 and 10 i saw before was the beauty and the beast. If our life was a fairytale… i hope the it will be the beauty and the beast.

now its the unwilling endurance of the me, it has never cross my mind that you will be out of my life, somehow i just hope 170612 arrive faster, seems like i was just enlisted to army again yesterday. 2 years.. 730 days.. 17280hours… as for minutes it will be retarded to go count it. Anything can happen in 2 years but my love for u can never end in 2 years, it will be a way of travel not a destination, it will never stop and it will always go on and on and on and on… and i hope in 2 years time i can be the correct one. Amen.

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more

I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I’ll never criticize
All you’ve ever meant to my life

I don’t want to let you down
I don’t want to lead you on
I don’t want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to say but good-bye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I’m not sure I’m worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
You would never ask me why

My heart is so disguised
I just can’t live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There’s nothing left to try
Though it’s gonna hurt us both
There’s no other way than to say good-bye…

I love you.. 3 years before or now i’m still loving you,
2 years down the road i will be still loving you
and til the end of my life i hope you were the only 1 that i will loved so much before.
My love for you can never end with a D only with an ING…

Goodbye . I wrote this with tears in my eyes and hurt in the heart so please pardon me…….

宽恕

面对面坐着 眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容 看起来好突兀
我走错一步 坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

还是会想起 你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上 血流已如注
背叛了幸福 拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐 何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧 让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕 承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕 原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱 死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟 我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合 再被爱包覆.

I hope no 1 comes and talk or agitate me in the next 48 hours, let me cool down and i will be fine on Saturday. I just need a break, i need a gap from u and a full stop for us. Its the end of the fairytale story and a wake up call for me.

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容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍

我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有藉口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人

谁是那个好人，谁是那个坏人？

I feel so speechless tonight, it’s been so long since i had this type of night, just feel like throwing everything away don’t do anything lying on my bed listen to music maybe the emo kick is here again. . . Suddenly feel so unwell…

Angels Cry…

I couldn’t have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Supernatural love conquers all
Member we used to touch the sky

And lightning don’t strike
The same place twice
When you and I
Said goodbye
I felt the angels cry

True love’s a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

I feels that there will be angels crying out there with me…

Another Week

Another week end so fast and another week starting so soon~ Its been quite a fast pace week for me and also finally i gotten my own car~ not bad a lousy japan car for transport for the next 3 years i guess and before i could really starts driving i need to do alot things to it

– Send for full servicing !
– Change the tyres !
– Install a reverse sensor !
– Change a new sound system
– Pay the upcoming road tax

This week was not a good week except yesterday night ! Only when seeing her will makes me happy.. staring at the computer and clicking non stop makes me boils so much that i will need a herbal tea by my side ! Friday Saturday and Sunday totally don’t know what i am clicking !

I hope this week can be a better week.. 3.5days of work only for me which is very good~! I hope I can be the colour pencil for your life, i hope i hope i always hope and always get opps !

Goodnight 🙂

Just… another…

Im halfway through my soul mate and lovers post.. I just couldn’t get more inspiration from it and thus it makes me more difficult to write about it and I had already spend 3 nights writing it already believe anot i just complete less then 3 paragraph! so disappointing and i hope to complete the whole thing by tomorrow!

Sidetrack abit, suddenly feel so moody after dinner.. sometimes people just look at the surface and they like to judge through the surface, they don’t care whats deep inside the problems we were facing, that’s why i say sometimes what you see may not be true, i don’t know how to explain and problems i am facing is much more difficult for people to handle it, so please don’t see that i am living very well, i’m also human, i work hard for what i have today, not by robbing the bank thanks.

Sometimes people regret their decision, i also will somehow regret the decision i made, but since the decision were made by us then we shouldn’t feel so sorry about that, if were to count all the regret decision i have made, i could build a mountain already. So try not to look back, look ahead for a better tomorrow.

And damm God please let tomorrow pass it faster! It will be best if tomorrow never comes can?

I just hope to go back to the usual place again for some drinks! I hope to get drunk and forget about everything and anything, If u ask me why i work so hard why i put so much effort… i can only answer you.. i work for a motive and i work for a miracle and a chance… amen

Britney Spears – Everytime …Lazy to post the video but hearing this song let me feels the emoness tonight.

Goodnight. 😦 😦